09/30/2011

This was an awesome day and at the same time I had a headache most of the day and I got bored or something.  I really wanted to be with a friend this evening and get dressed up etc.  But I built a fire, ate my dinner at the pond and the fire.  Then worked on my studio, my art studio, my creative space.  Getting it ready for this winter.  I will need a place to hide away and create.  I am so grateful.  I also played my guitar at the fire and that was so so so so so awesome.   Thank you

09-28-2011

I did it and I had so much fun with my music video.  I sang as good as I could.  The practicing helped and the main thing that helped was my attitude.  I could care less how many people showed up and I had fun and I don't care if no one likes it or not.  That is huge for me.  HUGE>
I realized I don't really have hot flashes much anymore also.  But I want to do more of that.  Great supportive friends and all it was awesome.   I felt in my body, confident, doing not for me but for others in some weird way.    Well, I need more of that in my life......love me

09-27-2011

Hello the day before my very first music video recording.   It is my number one hit song called,"HOT FLASH"  I have been practicing and is it enough?  We will see I will write more tomorrow after the event.  Wish me well because I have created a safe place to create.

hOW IS YOUR DAY.

WEll, it has been a long time blog. How are you. I stopped because no one was reading it. But I think I need to do it for me. Maybe I will start writing a new blog. One of a different subject and have people actually read it. Here ares some ideas for my new blot. A conversation with self. How is that one? What else could I write about? Living in the moment? Oh my, now I don't know what to write about. I have created many new things and am getting more ideas all the time I have created a support system for me to create. Now it is time to create something else by studying it and blogging about it. That is how I got my freedom to create, a safe place to create.
Do you understand what what I am saying. By thinking about a safe place to create and putting it the universe it happened. If you believe it, it is true, if you don't believe it it isn't true to you. So there. I started believing about creating and people around me started noticing and even my husband supports all of my crazy art projects. I have met new friends who create and have taught me. I am crying seeing all the tv and movie stars that are dead.
They are close to my age. And Jack Lalane said, it is what you do with your time. I don't do much, I fool people. I am doing more even right now.