04-07-11

Wow, what things can happen in a moment. The whole front porch is now open and a patio into the yard. This are looking great. The challenge is how do you feel about doing things for free for others. Today I took a risk and actually taught a class of what I may do every morning. I meditate, we meditated, I did easy Yoga and Pilates and we did that together also. She loved it. I gave her some homework. We are staying conscious. I am working on that. We are looking at eating and how we don't take care of ourselves. We are obusive to ourselves in many ways. I am wanting others to really take care of themselves. How about that. I am doing it for free, it is a risk for me cuz my mind says you don't even know what you are doing. Well, I want to teach what I need. And that is great. It worked out also. My friend was feeling awesome when she left and wants to keep it up. I want more people to love themselves and not feel depressed or stressed. I need it so I will teach what I need.

04-06-11

I am starting with the Challenge. I left one of my journals out in the rain and all of the ink blurred and the pages stuck together. All that Angst just washed away. It made me realize that everything like that isn't really important today. And who cares and who will remember in 100 years. So why do we worry so? Why do we get so stressed and depressed. I wish I could just let that all go and live right now, it this moment. How about you?

04-05-11

The challenge today is to totally give up everthing and simply live.

04-04-11

four four four. Well, 4-4 is good. Easter is on its way. I am wondering how you deal with Change? I see patterns happening when change is even in the air. Especially with my hubby. I get defensive etc. WEll I give it up. Yes I do. How about you?

04-03-11

I am not living in the moment. I am really wanting another state of mind. What is that about? Wanting a different feeling. I could just go to bed and be fine. But I have others that are dependant on me. Hubby and Puppy. The challenge is to ask yourself if you feel others are dependant on your energy? I feel that and I want to stop that. Do you?

04-02-11

This is the day of aquarious, aquarious, aquarious. That song was singing in my head. Do you have music singing in your head? The challenge of the day. The songs in your head, they may come out as a painting, a dance, a new necklace. How about that. We love you. Serve all and be well.

04-01-11

No Aprils Fools for you, or me or my hubby. Why is that? I forgot until late. And then I chose not to do anything......I am so grateful for my body. I really6 think that my girlfriends parents aren't doing very well and my mind is stressed with that. I am stressed with not being home enough. I am stressed about being stressed. Ha. that is what I am trying to get away from. This is the challenge still, The past, the now that gets in somehow and you think it is stress. I am making it up. The more my schedule fills up the more anxious my body gets, my mind gets and it catches up with me. I want a way out. I do different things to get out. I charged some clothes today that made me feel good. And I am isolating some. This is because I am getting uptight for no reason. Help me. Check it out and see what you do>>>>>>>>