1-02-2011

The challenge for this second day of 2011 is to ask yourself, do you think it is ok to be yourself? Is it OK for others to be themselves? Do you ever feel like you have to cover up who you truly are because others may not like it? I know I have and I don't want to do that again. Of course I will be conscious of others feelings and such but I don't have to cover me up to please everyone. I don't like conflict so I know I do it when there is conflict in the air. My insides go crazy. Time to move into this day and know I am OK. And you are OK.

1-01-2011

Okey dokey. Today is Oprahs big new network debut. I will try and watch some of that. I will be working while the men in my life will be home watching FOOTBALL. I guess I don't mind working when that is happening all day. The really great thing that happened already this year was when I awoke there was a huge bird sitting in the tree by our pond. It looked like a great big owl but it was daylight. It ended up being some kind of hawk we think. It was a first for us. I took it as a sign of power for the new year. Do you do that?
Thus the challenge is to look at your life and see if you see things as signs, or if you are thinking of someone and they call. etc. I do. Do you? Great New Years day. Look at things with a new set of eyes today. I am going to.

12-31-10

Last day of the Year I am so excited. It is like Santa or God is coming to town to visit me and all of us. I am not sure why this is happening but I am not going to complain.
This eve challenge is only of love, caring and believing in yourself and others. This was 365 days of my blog. And I challenge everyone and all to challenge themselves to a commitment. How does that sound? I love it..... I don't know what next years blog will be. Probably just the way it is right now.......but I am open for something new. I can change in the middle of the year if I choose. This blog has given me more creative power. Reclaiming your power is what I was thinking of writing about. What do you think. The best year ever to you all. Love from me.

12-30-10

Live your best life. That is an Oprah saying. The challenge today is to ask yourself if you had a TV show what would your show be? What would you like to share with the world? I think this is something that could actually give you some guidance to what you may want to do next. Being who you are is the best you can be. Oprah's new network could be amazing. I love some of the shows that she is giving us. Master Class, every person has something to give from their lives. I love that. Maybe that is what your show would be about. What could you teach someone? When you learn, teach. When you get, give. I love the many quotes I am hearing today.
How are you going to end out the year? I love that one too. I just fell into my old pattern, a tired pattern etc. And I am just stopping it now because I am more than that old stuff I believed that isn't even true. I made it up. Think about it. We make up many things in our lives. Our relationships are made up in our minds. Remake a relationship. I am.

12-29-10

I am wondering what I want to talk about today. What shall I challenge you with and what shall I challenge myself with? I am not sure right now. I have it. I have a bunch of questions that I am asking myself and others. Here is your Challenge for you and your partners.
1. If you had no worries about money what would you do? Make a list.
2. What if you didn't use money as an excuse?
3.What are your biggest fears right now?
4. Are there any regrets in your life?
5. Are their any grudges, resentments or misconceptions?
6. What about expectations?
7. Do you believe in Miracles, Magic and Magnificence?
8. What are your wishes, hopes, wants?
8a. Do you believe you deserve all of these great things?
9. What would you tell your younger self with what you know now?
10. What is your intentions for the new year?
11. Do you want to laugh more? Not take things so seriously?

These are just some things to look at, not that there has to be resolutions.

12-28-10

Physical therapy day. This is energy therapy and I got a blast today. A wonderful blast of energy that has been stuck for maybe all my life starting at 3. I felt an explosion of light and I wrote a little bit about the experience. I think I will turn it into a song someday.
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The light I'd been hiding was excuberant
It shot out of me to kiss a polar bear
To tell him it's OK cuz I'm here.
I flared and saw many dancing.
It was filled with tears and they weren't even fancy.
I flew with an eagle and we were all one.
Now this kind of trip is pretty fun.

I have the power
to allow this light to shower
It is big, It is mine and connects to everything and everyone

I have the power
to allow my light to shine
I will never put it away
I won't allow it to be buried in fear.

When you inprison your soul cuz you
believe it wasn't safe to be the magnificent you, you were meant to be
My sadness now is very clear.
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This is just the first draft but this was some of the experience that I had. I am really focusing on a new wave of the new year. There is an opening. A goodness behind the things that scare us.
There is goodness behind the media, the government, the everything we hear. Let us trust in the Goodness that is always there. I am. Let your light shine and that is my challenge to you.

I do apologize for the grammer and the spelling, it has actually gotten worse. I don't have spell check on this blog for some reason. Hopefully you can get the drift of it all. Bless you and your light. And please let it shine.

12-27-10

Looking forward to the New Year. What do I want in that new year? I don't believe in resolutions but I do believe in commitments. Like this blog was a daily commitment. I thought of wanting to write a book next year. A little everyday. Don't know what the book will be about. I also want to publish my Christmas Song. Don't know how to do that and the song needs a bridge. I wanted to work on this blog and maybe make a book out of it, with the challenge everyday, of course it would need editing and I am sure I repeated challenges since there were 365 of them. I want to remember the magnificent creature that I am and not abuse it. I want to respect my health a little more. I definately want to love more. Accept more. Allow others to be who they are and not have it effect me. Not worry so much, not stress out over things that I have no control over. Take more risks. Not sit and watch HGTV so much. Pick and choose the shows that I want to see. I would like to not make little piles all over the house and put things away a little mre. I am not asking for much am I. The other thing is to live in the moment a little more and not live in old beliefs or old habits.
This morning Ithought of letting go and I thought, Not Again. Well, we have to do things over and over and over. We breathe, we eat, we sleep, we clean up, we have to do everything over and over and over, it is just the way this world works. so Letting Go of old ways have to be done over and over too. So no need to get disappointed that you have to do it as a practice. That is what any practice can keep you focused on the positive, the good, the movement forward. I must have had a great night of sleep and some time to allow my new year thoughts to come to me.
The challenge for the last Monday in 1210 is to give yourself some time to allow next years desires, wants an inpirations to come to you. Take a bubble bath, go for a walk, do a meditation. Whatever floats your creativity and you feel relaxed enough to have things come to you, not force it on yourself. I think that is why resolutions don't work. You are forcing them from the outside in. Have your new year come from the inside out. Your heart, your emotions, your crazy ideas, your desires and even your wants. Wanting to feel better or have more energy is not a selfish want, want, want. It will give your friends and family a better you.
Oh, Yeah, I want to laught a whole lot more. I take things way to seriously. How about you?