01-31-11

This is the last day of the month, I am on a mission. A mission of making a few changes before my birthday. It all starts in the head. Last night in my dreamland, I was guided and given a workshop that lasted all night. Meaning it was just all in my head, but it was very meaningful. I got great input and I woke up and wrote it down. There were some old thoughts that I really didn't want to hang on to and these are the things I can give myself for my birthday that is coming up.
The challenge for you is to ask yourself, what would you give yourself for your birthday? Something that maybe you don't have to buy!!! Maybe a workout, a nap, good thoughts.

01-30-11

Another beautiful day. I am excited to start my birthday month tomorrow. I always like to get a headstart as this is the last day of the month I will givemyself a present of love and acceptance and checking out new thoughts and new plans and new vibrations for my body.
I am getting arthritis or something in my hands and I need to do some things to try and stop that before it gets worse and maybe can't even play my guitar.
The challenge today is to take a look and ask yourself what if your body wouldn't allow you to create the way you create right now? Would you find new things to create or fall victim? Just spend some time on those thoughts today. Love to all this Sunday.

01-29-11

It looks like I have this day done 2 times. Oh, well. Today is a beautiful day. Little Cooper was having a great morning then all of a sudden he is not feeling so good. Don't know? For the focus of creative day, I don't know what to say. I guess I will get to friends. How are your relationships with your friends going? I have a couple friends that are kind of missing. I don't know what is going on with them. The challenge is to look at your friends and is there someone you really need to get a call out too. Then are your friends involved in your creativity or are they simply friends. Nothing wrong with friends of all kind. Have a great day and stay in love and not fear.

01-28-11

Wow!!! This is so awsome, I have been so busy todya that it seems like midnight right now. Do we have enough energy and time to do what we want? That is the challenge question today. I mean I have many many hours of TV or doing nothing and then all of a sudden I don't have enough time to get enough sleep. Or to get home to take care of the dog. Just the layed back feeling. Well, I do get to sleep in tomorrow and I love dreamland as you know. So Thank You! I am very very very very very grateful. Now if my hormones will just let me sleep.

01-27-11

The challenge today is to totally live soft and in love, not contracted and tight. Which would be coming from fear. The other thing for today is to really look at things like it was the first time. Since you are looking with love, don't let the fear or negative thoughts enter your creative path.
Good luck. I am enjoying this day because of this. I am life loving, not life fearing. How about you?

01-26-11

I need to get inspired today for this lovely blog. I had the weirdest dream last night. Well, I had many dreams last night. I was in dreamland. One thing I would like to share was.

I walk around in this maze of myself!
Each corner a mirror.
I am so afraid!
And I look again and it is only me I see.
Truly.
How do I know this.
It is by touch, by feel,
By others life force running through them.
And as I connect my energy to them and allow
We become one, we are one, so this is all I can see!

I was doing some energy on my hubby's shoulders and this above message came to me and Ihad to get up and write it down.

Another dream where I woke up crying was, my first love (who has passed) came to me and he was with another, and I wanted to go with them, as a group was moving by foot. I was totally stuck, and I realized "I have nowhere to go" And then I started crying. I was and have been stuck in this one spot of energy where I am so afraid to move I have no where to go. I woke up very scared and actually crying. Then I had to get up again and write this down. Then I saw me going over a ridge with many people and it was beautiful and open and color everywhere and I was one with all the people and the universe. And the best part I was moving. I wasn't afraid and I wasn't stuck. WELCOME TO MY WORLD. Some of the other images I won't even go into. They may be a syfi novel.

Again the challenge is on your subconscious, or your dream world. Is it vivid? Does it effect your real life? Mine definately seems too. The stuck energy was defintely something I have wanted to see for a very very long time and was brought to me from a loved one. I love it when he comes to me in my dreams. I wanted to just crawl inside him and not have a life. Maybe there is where I got stuck. What do you think? Love to all today. Take a look at yourself in everyone. You are there. Even the people you think you can't stand to be around. Just look.

01-25-11

I have to admit I loved dreamland this morning and didn't want it to stop. But I had a date with my hubby, a lunch date, so I had to get up. Really great lunch, but then I got so so tired. Oh well. Creation. Yes, a safe place to create. What have I created lately. Well, I have created some new communication in my many parts. My self talk has changed. Maybe that is because I am a different zodiac sign. HA< now that is the news around the world huh? My hubby didn't know but we talked to the waitress and she is the new sign. Our son is the new sign also. Wow, I wonder what this has to do with all the books written, all the charts that have been made. Sometimes things change. How do you feel about change? This is the challenge. Sometimes I crave change, other times I hate it. I dread it. I can honestly say I am very afraid of it. How about you?