I love feeling inspired. I love and crave that creative flow that happens, sometimes. Why isn't it ever enough. My guitar is sitting there within arms reach and I don't touch it. I have writing programs in my computer I have ideas for scripts a lot. Don't do that either. I am in the grips of a little voice, or a BIG voice that is choking my creativity. This blog was to keep a safe place to create on my mind. And it is doing just that. It is on my mind that I don't create much. I don't have the motivation. What is to motivate me?
I think many creative people don't have that part of them that sets the goals, or deadlines unless they are forced to. I am that way. I love deadlines, because I will get it done because I don't want to look like a loser.
That is another thing, looking good. I want everyone to think I am on this mission of creating everyday and boy, oh, boy aren't I the cool one. WRONG!! I have to fight with the voices in my head everyday. Then I feel sorry for myself. Why was I born with this monkey on my back.
Wow! I sound like I need to go to a mental institution. I do have a brain dis-ease that is for sure.
What I am going to do to challenge myself today is write 10 things that I have done in the past year. Things that are creative and things that I generated. Yes, I am a generator. You are a generator. I will generated positive energy to share with the world today. I will generated an outlook that is strong and powerful. I will stand in the knowing I am a child of nature and it is my birth right to feel good, to create, to expand and to love myself, even with these human traits that I can not accept. I accept them. Take the Challenge, write 10 things you generated on your own last year. It could be a birthday party, a great meal, a new garden, go for it!!!
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Thursday, January 14, 2010
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
01-06-10
O.K. so today hasn't been the explosive goodness I have seemed to be having in the new year. I woke up a little on edge, or you could call it angry.
Remember hormones, weather, food, and rest can influence your moods.
Hormones had a big influence on today!! I put one drop of testosterone (my natural ones) on my body last night. More as a test than anything, because previously I have had bad dreams, sleepless nights, aggression and not the benefits I was told would happen. The benefits were more energy, stronger sex drive, leaner muscles, who wouldn't want that right?
Well I woke up in a bad mood, angry, frustrated, pretty much ready to punch someone out.
Is this how men feel all the time? WOW!!!
So with the daily activities I was given today and my hormones & aggressiveness attitude I was a little reluctant to have a lunch date with a new artist friend. We are actually creative partners now through a small, quick get to know each other in a singing situation, (neither of us are actually singers), anyway we had so much in common it was scarey. And it gets even weirder today.
Birth: She living a parallel life the same as mine. While we shared more of our personal history it was past normal coincidence. Her siblings were 10 & 11 years older than her, mine were 11 & 13 years older than I so we were raised somewhat like only children from age 4 or 5. Her middle brother went into the Army at 17 and was shipped to Germany and so was mine. O.K. That was weird enough so I thought her brother could never do the strange thing my brother did in the Army. My brother was a mechanic in Germany on Tanks. Well, her brother was too. That is when goosebumps, tears, and we both hit the table at the same time with our hands. It was like TOO MUCH!! How weird is that?
These kind of happenings really make you take a look at "meant to be meetings, fate, universal energy, synchronicity, coincidence or a presence larger than us knowing more that we do. You can call it what you may.
WOW! I guess I had quite an amazing day after all!!!
My Challenge to you is to really take a look at your life and see how many things happen in a realm of WOW, I really can't believe that happened like that, or we just met on the street, or she called right when I was thinking of her. Take a look at that. That is part of creating.....have a great dreamland time because that is a great time to create. Take a notebook to bed with you or a tape recorder, some of our best ideas come to us in dreams. Twilight was written from a dream and the author had never ever thought of Vampires before the dream, she hid it from her husband for months out of fear he would think his wife, the mother of their children was writing about something like that. Let the creation be given to you to create.....DO IT!!
Remember hormones, weather, food, and rest can influence your moods.
Hormones had a big influence on today!! I put one drop of testosterone (my natural ones) on my body last night. More as a test than anything, because previously I have had bad dreams, sleepless nights, aggression and not the benefits I was told would happen. The benefits were more energy, stronger sex drive, leaner muscles, who wouldn't want that right?
Well I woke up in a bad mood, angry, frustrated, pretty much ready to punch someone out.
Is this how men feel all the time? WOW!!!
So with the daily activities I was given today and my hormones & aggressiveness attitude I was a little reluctant to have a lunch date with a new artist friend. We are actually creative partners now through a small, quick get to know each other in a singing situation, (neither of us are actually singers), anyway we had so much in common it was scarey. And it gets even weirder today.
Birth: She living a parallel life the same as mine. While we shared more of our personal history it was past normal coincidence. Her siblings were 10 & 11 years older than her, mine were 11 & 13 years older than I so we were raised somewhat like only children from age 4 or 5. Her middle brother went into the Army at 17 and was shipped to Germany and so was mine. O.K. That was weird enough so I thought her brother could never do the strange thing my brother did in the Army. My brother was a mechanic in Germany on Tanks. Well, her brother was too. That is when goosebumps, tears, and we both hit the table at the same time with our hands. It was like TOO MUCH!! How weird is that?
These kind of happenings really make you take a look at "meant to be meetings, fate, universal energy, synchronicity, coincidence or a presence larger than us knowing more that we do. You can call it what you may.
WOW! I guess I had quite an amazing day after all!!!
My Challenge to you is to really take a look at your life and see how many things happen in a realm of WOW, I really can't believe that happened like that, or we just met on the street, or she called right when I was thinking of her. Take a look at that. That is part of creating.....have a great dreamland time because that is a great time to create. Take a notebook to bed with you or a tape recorder, some of our best ideas come to us in dreams. Twilight was written from a dream and the author had never ever thought of Vampires before the dream, she hid it from her husband for months out of fear he would think his wife, the mother of their children was writing about something like that. Let the creation be given to you to create.....DO IT!!
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