10-22-2011

I am so excited and still don't know what to say because so much has happened.  So much internally, outwardly, magically and Big. I am on a vacation in the LA area.  I am seeing many many friends.  I am reconnecting with myself also.  The deep kind of connection that may not happen everyday.  And with the emotion that comes with it it isn't something you want to do everyday.   Facing my deepest fears, some call them demons.  I believe demons, evil, rude, angry, aggressive behavior is all thoughts, beliefs that has been built on broken lives, broken hearts and nothing more.  And of course the opposite is also true.  That a loving, compassionate person live in those kind of thoughts.   There is always a balance.   Too much love that you smother someone and they don't learn how to take care of themselves.  Not enough.   Then there are the beliefs that we make up about what is around us and all of the experiences has a story that fits our profile.
I won't give you a challenge today.  I will just say listen to yourself some time.  Are you speaking to yourself as a friend, an enemy, a looser, a queen\king or what?  Then listen to something that is bigger than yourself. My demons were bigger than myself and I put them in their place,  I will not be afraid of them anymore.  The blocks they put in front of me I will recognize as it is simply a thought that has gotten out of hand.   Sorry, I am the driver of my life and love, not something I made up years ago.  Bye, Bye.   I also recognize you thought you were saving my life.   And I thank you for that but I want my life another way.  One out of love, kind words, space from negative defeating thoughts.   I want to live and play in the bigger picture.  YEAH!!!  Let's do that.

10-10-2011

Yes this is the 10/10   what does that mean.  Nothing I don't think.  But the rain is upon us.  I am really focusing on being grateful for what I have and not what I don't have.   My home is wonderful and I have lots of great stuff.  That isn't the most important though.  My health and attitude allows me to love more and be more that I was when I was  hearing and seeing things in a negative way.  Creativity comes way more frequently and I trust it also.   No need to be offended by anyone's opinion.  About anything.  You are you and they are them.   We celebrate out differences. Have a great evening....and get ready for tomorrow

10-02-2011

WEll well well, can you believe we are still on that roll of months simply going by.   I get less done every month it seems.  Well, living in the moment is really taking a hold on me and I am making new friends and doing some new things.  I am moving into new areas, I am taking better care of myself.  I am listening to my mind.  and seeing what that mind has to say and how much of it is patterns.  Well, most of them are until I do something different .   Changing is changing what you do, as you change what you think.   The doing can come first.   Loving and taking care of yourself can bring abundance in many ways.  Such as an abundant amount of friends...