04-30-11

Another month has went by and on we go into the future. and still in the now I would hope.
I am not in the now as much as I would like. I come home and I fall right back into the routine that I am not that excited about.
This is the challenge. Having the experience of newness and freshness inside your normal, maybe mundane, maybe boring, maybe overwhelming situation. Is that the truth or your perception?

04-29-11

The Royal Wedding. I mean come on, can you imagine the pressure. OK. Celine Dion, millions upon millions on her voice. She is a mom of 3 and has to perform perfect every night. Pressure. Put that into perspective. Is that why we hide? Is that why we don't voice our gifts? The pressure of not using our voices, our creative power, our simple human nature. Now that is a stress i am sure you can understand.
So this challenge is to separate you and your perceptive of stress, or presssure and find the space to simply be. Like the Grand Canyon, Sedona, Lake Tahoe, they are grand and they just are. I just saw them all for the first time in these last 2 days. Creative ideas flow.

04-27-11

Sun, Sun and more Sun. Just think about it. What weather would inspire you? What creative juice does weather bring. Slumpy slumpy dumpy, or happy hippity healthy creations. I am experiencing the happy hippity healthy creations.

04-25-11

I am so excited that I actually feel pretty darn good this morning. Been having troubles with many health issues. My heart is actually beating at it's normal rate. I didn't get enough sleep though. The challenge for everyone is to make a date with yourself and feed your soul. I am going to take my sketch book and draw. And draw. And draw. I want to have another series of linoleum blocks. How about you.

04-24-11

I have missed many days this month. That has happened because of physical and mental problems. How do you feel about them? How much do you cause yourself and how much do you take in from the outside and how much do you think is caused by the environment? That is your challenge for today. The easter bunny day. Let us take a look at all of that!!!

04-23-11

OK this month is going crazy. Abundance is Abundant. I am loving the payment theory. I am loving the giving for free. I am loving sleep.
The challenge for you today is to take a look at your physical issues and great things. Cuz I am really dealing with a sleeping issue that is only a change in my physical change with age. Not so fun!!

04-19-11

Now I see why advertisers try to make you feel good. We are programed to suffer. The brain is always into suffering. I am on a mission to find out somthing that normal everyday people can do to actually move into a non-suffering place.The challenge is to see if you can not suffer for a day.

04-18-11

I think that I want to get serious about my blog again. Because I surrender to the obvious. I have no control over anything and the frustration of trying to control things is bringing great anxiety to my body and my life.
My challenge for you today and every day of your life is having space between each thought. Sometimes I can do and sometimes I can not. Thank you l i n d a

04-17-11

Blag, Blog, like blah blah blah. Anyway the challenge is to have enough energy to do what you want and need and the work that keeps a roof over your head. WOW< today is a 12 hour activity day. That is a lot for me. HA>

04--16-11

I don't know what date it is. The best thing is I believe there is sleep in my future; OK The challenge is to look at your sleep patterns and you patterns in general. I am

04-14-11

My house is in chaos and I am also in that mode. I have enjoyed working and learning some new things. But too much newness gets to me sometimes. The challenge is to take a look at newness in your life. It can be change but a whole new outlook, new heating system, new internet, new computers, new deck, new people running through the house. Making things feel good again can be task. I didn't even want to come home to the chaos. It just tires me to be around it all. All I can do is watch HGTV. What a life.

04-10-11

I wasn't going to blog anymore. I wasn't going to live anymore. HA. No, I am in a little bit of a depression I think. My heart is beating way to much. Anxiety attacks, hot flashes and more. I am feeling better now. The challenge is to trust and beliee things are really OK. I am not seeing OK. I see a life unlived. What are you doing?

04-09-11

No blog today. No blog today. No blog today. How about that challenge?

04-08-11

What I am dealing with is anger, angst and sadness. I am about ready to explode with stuff and I don't even know what. I need to go away by myself like I used to. Talking to people won't help me I don't think. Exploding might help. The challenge today is to take a look at exploding and how that would look. I don't think that is a possiblity. No one reads this so I could explode and no one would notice. Does that sound like a victim. I think so. Nap time. huh? Then the Art Walk tonight featuring me. As an actor and casting director. Yes. that is me. The Art of Auditioning for Commercials......

04-07-11

Wow, what things can happen in a moment. The whole front porch is now open and a patio into the yard. This are looking great. The challenge is how do you feel about doing things for free for others. Today I took a risk and actually taught a class of what I may do every morning. I meditate, we meditated, I did easy Yoga and Pilates and we did that together also. She loved it. I gave her some homework. We are staying conscious. I am working on that. We are looking at eating and how we don't take care of ourselves. We are obusive to ourselves in many ways. I am wanting others to really take care of themselves. How about that. I am doing it for free, it is a risk for me cuz my mind says you don't even know what you are doing. Well, I want to teach what I need. And that is great. It worked out also. My friend was feeling awesome when she left and wants to keep it up. I want more people to love themselves and not feel depressed or stressed. I need it so I will teach what I need.

04-06-11

I am starting with the Challenge. I left one of my journals out in the rain and all of the ink blurred and the pages stuck together. All that Angst just washed away. It made me realize that everything like that isn't really important today. And who cares and who will remember in 100 years. So why do we worry so? Why do we get so stressed and depressed. I wish I could just let that all go and live right now, it this moment. How about you?

04-05-11

The challenge today is to totally give up everthing and simply live.

04-04-11

four four four. Well, 4-4 is good. Easter is on its way. I am wondering how you deal with Change? I see patterns happening when change is even in the air. Especially with my hubby. I get defensive etc. WEll I give it up. Yes I do. How about you?

04-03-11

I am not living in the moment. I am really wanting another state of mind. What is that about? Wanting a different feeling. I could just go to bed and be fine. But I have others that are dependant on me. Hubby and Puppy. The challenge is to ask yourself if you feel others are dependant on your energy? I feel that and I want to stop that. Do you?

04-02-11

This is the day of aquarious, aquarious, aquarious. That song was singing in my head. Do you have music singing in your head? The challenge of the day. The songs in your head, they may come out as a painting, a dance, a new necklace. How about that. We love you. Serve all and be well.

04-01-11

No Aprils Fools for you, or me or my hubby. Why is that? I forgot until late. And then I chose not to do anything......I am so grateful for my body. I really6 think that my girlfriends parents aren't doing very well and my mind is stressed with that. I am stressed with not being home enough. I am stressed about being stressed. Ha. that is what I am trying to get away from. This is the challenge still, The past, the now that gets in somehow and you think it is stress. I am making it up. The more my schedule fills up the more anxious my body gets, my mind gets and it catches up with me. I want a way out. I do different things to get out. I charged some clothes today that made me feel good. And I am isolating some. This is because I am getting uptight for no reason. Help me. Check it out and see what you do>>>>>>>>