01-17-10

Let us take a look at disappointment. I am watching the Golden Globes on the Oregon Coast for a get away. What am I getting away from? I thought I would just sit here and let the oceans waves which are fast and furious on this January Sunday. And my room gives me a view of those awesome waves. The power, the energy, or the clearing?
So I am on a mission of creation or co-creating with the power of the waves, with the mountains, the rain, the storms, whatever is given me. And I am watching the Golden Globes.
I do have to say my dream was to be on one of these award shows. I knew I could do it. I was so excited to be passionate about something for years and this craft of acting is a journey of a lifetime.
So, where am I now? I went forward and spent much monies for my craft and have had great response and credits. But was it enough? NO!!
I stepped into the pit of disappointment. What did I do wrong? I am thinking the right thing, so what happened? Well, I don't know what happened. I do know that all that I have done has brought something new, my next step, my destiny, I don't know.
I do know that sometimes you have to face your disappointments, your expectations, your dreams and LET GO! Move，Movement，、Challenge： Loo可. Look at your expectations, disappointments and see where that leaves you. It could be a grand new place!!